i love you March 25, 2008
Posted by chasingstars in love, thoughts.trackback
apparently, i have a hard time saying these words.
the more i feel this the more scared i become.
i have imagined saying these more than once in different ways
in different ocasions but i have never had the chance.
there seems to be no right time or right moment for these three little words.
when you love someone, this is suppose to be the easiest words to say..
i have only said these words a couple of times and all those times i meant it.
i remember perfectly where, when, how and to whom i’ve said it.
i am waiting for that day when i can say these again without holding back,
without being scared of the consequences.
i wish to say these without turning away or hiding my fear with a smirk.
cause when you feel this, it consumes you
and no matter how hard you try to hide it, it still spills out.
it’s in your eyes, your carress, your hug, your kisses. it’s everywhere.
i wish i could say this freely and to accept everything that comes in saying it.
to open myself up to the possiblity of hurting again,crying again,
allowing myself to be vulnerable.
saying this means i am letting that other person break my walls and letting him enter.but then again,
i also know that saying these words is another chance for happiness,
for hope,
for “us” insteaad of “i”.
so how hard can it possibly be?
“so how hard can it possibly be?”
well, when the right time comes, it just seems right.